PLANET
connected / projector
atmospheric / oceanic
population / alienation
animus / anima
time / space
AI / DNA
spirit / hive
(the bombs underneath)
transcending matter
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revert to the dream
woman with flowers - odilon redon 1903
nov 27 18
the logos is the environment, our experience of reality at all times.
nov 21 18
nonironic conviction of the truth based on doubt-hardened investigations and revelations
nov 19 18
we control each other, so pay attention to what you are doing
nov 18 18
how do you perceive information?
nov 14 18
had a dream i met a teenage version of andy warhol at a job site while installing signs. we were putting up nonsensical signs, unrelated to anything, in a small, hidden alcove under a bridge. he commented about how he liked them because they were unviewable.
he watched us awkwardly from a distance for a few minutes before very shyly approaching.
nov 8 18
trust the body, everyone is talking. trust the body and listen to it.
nov 6 18
this lifetime doesn’t seem long enough, but it’ll have to do.
day 63
tuning the radio dial endlessly to new frequencies
half-heartedly attempting to explain this whole thing
stale air hangs in the present, the product of a decaying past and certain future
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i will paint after the next album is done. the next album is about a non-carbon based lifeform discovering humanity.
day 62
anything is true now, so be guided by faith, and either fall or rise at the end of an age
day 61
it can be painfully beautiful to exist
day 60
hard work that is not enjoyable is important
day 59
being bombarded by other people’s expressions is not good if you are sensitive to it
day 58
mundane novelty is the new cool thing on the precipice of the young, hip human art experience
day 57
self-obsession is not good.
self-understanding is okay
day 56
most people lie to appear like something they are truly not- that deeper something. internalized, and wretched.
our culture of image worshipping has gone beyond women/men trying to live up to impossible beach body magazine standards- now everyone with a phone and an internet connection can be famous beyond their means, take out loans for their soul.
it warms me to find people avoiding this, or actively sharing their truth sans “identity” to hopefully jolt some of these people out of their hopelessness and back to reality.
ive struggled with this personally for a long time
day 55
ketogenic dieting is changing my physiological/psychosomatic experience of reality in an incredibly beneficial way.
millions of years are inside of us
wild is wisdom. reason. purpose. destination
day 54
dreamt of the numbers 18 and 24
the internet is both the canary and the coal mine
the unconscious dwells in the psychosomatic and the physiological realms.
you never know what it is causing you pain until you work honestly to uncover truth.
day 53
dreams are so powerful
