always remember kids: devotion does not mean blind devotion. faith does not mean cutting out your eyes. keep going 

everything you think isn't on purpose is on purpose and I hate it. but it's necessary for F U T U R E

a field of flowers 

but i am a rock and so are you

they would blossom but 


no one else

not my decision

neither friends nor enemies

no rain nor shine

its peaceful again

do they listen?

is the world still deafening?

moment to moment and then trigger and then love and then moment to moment, but all of it in the future.

unnecessarily forceful and extreme; ie, excited dog, tail wag, tongue pant 

no matter, its a powerful thing, easy to appear selfish when there is no other self made available. giving what was given previously. 

serious admiration of, but no patience




no feedback is okay when in contact with the void

im not kidding, its coming soon