day 52

August 19, 2018

electric boogaloo

video games

painting

cigarettes

lying in bed

kombucha

ned

gaby

uncle

bagels

work

laundry

juice

attention

free will

signs

family

car

house

machines

hummus

candy

friendship

hdmi cables

rose water

cbd oil

ecosphere

beer

contacts

ace hardware

exodus

helium

succulents

toilet paper

washing machine

girls “father, son, holy spirit”

kennel tray

water

vaccuum cleaner

bug spray

pain

avocado

”eighth grade”

bbq

rings

apartment

yarn

crossbow

stem cells

virtual reality

”the witness”

gangaji

wildfires

quantum nonlocality

faith

reality is an app for you to download and learn things with

sync 1

August 12, 2018

watching “first reformed”. i began doing sit-ups because my body was feeling painful. i did a few and felt a slight, but noticeable, improvement in my clarity of perception and overall well-being. my mind began thinking that i should eat better and exercize more.

just after I thought this, near the 1 hour mark of the film, ethan hawke’s character says in a bit of narration “it’s amazing the simple, curative power of exercise. it’s god given.”

day 51

July 31, 2018

casual void

quantum non locality is happening and is real, it’s tied to our consciousness as it rides the edge of our understanding.

things happen that can mold this phenomenon into profound synchronicities we experience, insightful dreams, and gut feelings or intuition.

love is directly tied to it and it reveals the truth beyond surface tension .

belief in such things can only be attributed to “being” in the right place at the right time.

i used to be obsessed with such things, in a dangerous and harmful way, and I just understood why (again).

day 50

July 27, 2018

the ever consuming shadow is the image

the all encompassing light is being

from the top!

day 49

June 08, 2018

the massive sensation of the rest of your life

day 48

May 22, 2018

feeling immense freedom

day 47

May 13, 2018

welcome your pain

day 46

May 05, 2018

accept your pain

day 45

May 01, 2018

it manifests so beautifully

the litmus

this happening can occur through separate methods. considering all of them is worthwhile

day 44

April 30, 2018

currently feeling ethereal and like what will happen next is going to be extremely chaotic

day 43

April 12, 2018

something bigger than ourselves is guiding us, but we are all also that thing.

day 42

April 12, 2018

just had a dream that i turned bruce springsteen into an iguana at a house party and struggled very much to contain him because he was strong. at one point he was roaming a dog park, and i was feeling nervous about it. eventually, i had to call the cops because it was too much for me to handle.