just had a dream that i turned bruce springsteen into an iguana at a house party and struggled very much to contain him because he was strong. at one point he was roaming a dog park, and i was feeling nervous about it. eventually, i had to call the cops because it was too much for me to handle.
day 41
i let myself go consciously and bring myself back consciously, becoming less than what i expect of others.
day 40
the moon is pulling on the liquid in our bodies
day 39
express weakness, but don’t rely on it. is that what i’m doing? is that what you’re doing?
do not mask truth
day 38
it’s extremely beneficial for you to be here.
fast/control/abstain/growth/freedom
day 37
care about the right things
day 36
honesty to the fullest extent includes multiple wash/dry cycles
day 35
identity quest
venture into the woods and find out you can’t exist elsewhere
day 34
not a way, but a reason
day 33
remember
you have bones
and move them
day 32
it’s for no one
it’s for you
it’s for everyone
rock bottom might not exist until you perceive a bottom.
day 31
day 30
so many cycles
so many cycles
it can be
hidden and not your time
day 29
sacrifice is the spice of life
day 28
promoting space and getting dirty all the time
integrate shadow
what depths we will gooooooooooo!
day 27
day 26
profound meaninglessness as a result of making sure your face looks a certain way.
devolution of the general population, slow and soft and easy
heightened emphasis on bodily performance, destruction of wisdom
fires blazing sound the alarm
hits on the radio sound the alarm
no discernment as a result of postmodern idealist failings
no reason, no nature, only power
no grace, no beauty, only theatrics
individual self discovery, uncharted waters yet again and forever
masks
day 25
really deep unconscious things
day 24
seeds of a witch hunt
day 23
faith based choice, there are no enemies
but there are wrong ways of living that cause harm