express sorrow
the ghost is more real
11518
we won’t be here
1519
make higher difficulty normal
123118
escape from the monolithic
or brace for the fall
122918
transcending the animal body
is understanding the source of all subtle
unconscious phase shifts
as opposed to allowing them to control you
god is the future
happening in the present
122218
exhale power
121518
attempt
12918
thinking about our bodies
what they mean for our salvation
12118
PLANET
connected / projector
atmospheric / oceanic
population / alienation
animus / anima
time / space
AI / DNA
spirit / hive
(the bombs underneath)
transcending matter
112818
revert to the dream
woman with flowers - odilon redon 1903
nov 27 18
the logos is the environment, our experience of reality at all times.
nov 21 18
nonironic conviction of the truth based on doubt-hardened investigations and revelations
nov 19 18
we control each other, so pay attention to what you are doing
nov 18 18
how do you perceive information?
nov 14 18
had a dream i met a teenage version of andy warhol at a job site while installing signs. we were putting up nonsensical signs, unrelated to anything, in a small, hidden alcove under a bridge. he commented about how he liked them because they were unviewable.
he watched us awkwardly from a distance for a few minutes before very shyly approaching.
nov 8 18
trust the body, everyone is talking. trust the body and listen to it.
nov 6 18
this lifetime doesn’t seem long enough, but it’ll have to do.
day 63
tuning the radio dial endlessly to new frequencies
half-heartedly attempting to explain this whole thing
stale air hangs in the present, the product of a decaying past and certain future
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i will paint after the next album is done. the next album is about a non-carbon based lifeform discovering humanity.
day 62
anything is true now, so be guided by faith, and either fall or rise at the end of an age
day 61
it can be painfully beautiful to exist
