how do you perceive information?
had a dream i met a teenage version of andy warhol at a job site while installing signs. we were putting up nonsensical signs, unrelated to anything, in a small, hidden alcove under a bridge. he commented about how he liked them because they were unviewable.
he watched us awkwardly from a distance for a few minutes before very shyly approaching.
trust the body, everyone is talking. trust the body and listen to it.
this lifetime doesn’t seem long enough, but it’ll have to do.
tuning the radio dial endlessly to new frequencies
half-heartedly attempting to explain this whole thing
stale air hangs in the present, the product of a decaying past and certain future
i will paint after the next album is done. the next album is about a non-carbon based lifeform discovering humanity.
anything is true now, so be guided by faith, and either fall or rise at the end of an age
it can be painfully beautiful to exist
hard work that is not enjoyable is important
being bombarded by other people’s expressions is not good if you are sensitive to it
mundane novelty is the new cool thing on the precipice of the young, hip human art experience
self-obsession is not good.
self-understanding is okay
most people lie to appear like something they are truly not- that deeper something. internalized, and wretched.
our culture of image worshipping has gone beyond women/men trying to live up to impossible beach body magazine standards- now everyone with a phone and an internet connection can be famous beyond their means, take out loans for their soul.
it warms me to find people avoiding this, or actively sharing their truth sans “identity” to hopefully jolt some of these people out of their hopelessness and back to reality.
ive struggled with this personally for a long time
ketogenic dieting is changing my physiological/psychosomatic experience of reality in an incredibly beneficial way.
millions of years are inside of us
wild is wisdom. reason. purpose. destination
dreamt of the numbers 18 and 24
the internet is both the canary and the coal mine
the unconscious dwells in the psychosomatic and the physiological realms.
you never know what it is causing you pain until you work honestly to uncover truth.
dreams are so powerful
lying in bed
girls “father, son, holy spirit”
reality is an app for you to download and learn things with
watching “first reformed”. i began doing sit-ups because my body was feeling painful. i did a few and felt a slight, but noticeable, improvement in my clarity of perception and overall well-being. my mind began thinking that i should eat better and exercize more.
just after I thought this, near the 1 hour mark of the film, ethan hawke’s character says in a bit of narration “it’s amazing the simple, curative power of exercise. it’s god given.”
quantum non locality is happening and is real, it’s tied to our consciousness as it rides the edge of our understanding.
things happen that can mold this phenomenon into profound synchronicities we experience, insightful dreams, and gut feelings or intuition.
love is directly tied to it and it reveals the truth beyond surface tension .
belief in such things can only be attributed to “being” in the right place at the right time.
i used to be obsessed with such things, in a dangerous and harmful way, and I just understood why (again).
the ever consuming shadow is the image
the all encompassing light is being
from the top!
the massive sensation of the rest of your life