day 54

dreamt of the numbers 18 and 24

 

the internet is both the canary and the coal mine 

 

the unconscious dwells in the psychosomatic and the physiological realms.

 

you never know what it is causing you pain until you work honestly to uncover truth. 

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day 52

electric boogaloo

video games

painting

cigarettes 

lying in bed  

kombucha  

ned

gaby

uncle  

bagels

work

laundry

juice

tv

attention

free will

signs

family  

car

house

machines

hummus

candy

friendship

hdmi cables

rose water

cbd oil

ecosphere

beer

contacts  

ace hardware  

exodus

helium

succulents

toilet paper

washing machine

girls “father, son, holy spirit” 

kennel tray

water

vaccuum cleaner

bug spray

pain

avocado

”eighth grade” 

bbq

rings

apartment  

yarn

crossbow

stem cells

virtual reality

”the witness” 

gangaji

wildfires

quantum nonlocality  

faith

 

reality is an app for you to download and learn things with

 

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sync 1

watching “first reformed”. i began doing sit-ups because my body was feeling painful. i did a few and felt a slight, but noticeable, improvement in my clarity of perception and overall well-being. my mind began thinking that i should eat better and exercize more. 

just after I thought this, near the 1 hour mark of the film, ethan hawke’s character says in a bit of narration “it’s amazing the simple, curative power of exercise. it’s god given.”

day 51

casual void

 

quantum non locality is happening and is real, it’s tied to our consciousness as it rides the edge of our understanding.

 

things happen that can mold this phenomenon into profound synchronicities we experience, insightful dreams, and gut feelings or intuition.

 

love is directly tied to it and it reveals the truth beyond surface tension .

 

belief in such things can only be attributed to “being” in the right place at the right time. 

 

i used to be obsessed with such things, in a dangerous and harmful way, and I just understood why (again).  

day 50

the ever consuming shadow is the image 

the all encompassing light is being  

from the top! 

 

day 45

it manifests so beautifully 

the litmus  

this happening can occur through separate methods. considering all of them is worthwhile  

 

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day 44

currently feeling ethereal and like what will happen next is going to be extremely chaotic

day 43

something bigger than ourselves is guiding us, but we are all also that thing.  

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day 42

just had a dream that i turned bruce springsteen into an iguana at a house party and struggled very much to contain him because he was strong. at one point he was roaming a dog park, and i was feeling nervous about it. eventually, i had to call the cops because it was too much for me to handle. 

day 41

i let myself go consciously and bring myself back consciously, becoming less than what i expect of others. 

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day 39

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express weakness, but don’t rely on it. is that what i’m doing? is that what you’re doing? 

 

do not mask truth

day 38

it’s extremely beneficial for you to be here.

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